Entries for April, 2005
April 5th, 2005
April 6th, 2005
Bilog ang Mundo
"mich? see, i told you! san ba ako nagkamali? Ano, wala bang masakit sayo, ha?"
it is so nice to know that there are people who really do care about me. that line [sa taas] was from Faye's text. she is such a sweet gal [thankies Faye.ü]. anyways, i just got home here around 8pm, i guess. i was at tin's crib since yesterday. her brother just got his diploma [certified physical therapist ka na kuya.ü] that's why tin invited pipai and i over.
at first, we went to robinson's place to eat at starcarrots [i ordered rice chicken and a glass of mango juice. share.ü] and it was tin's treat. after, we bought an ice cream at the supermarket [milo ice cream un] and ate it at the food court [lakas ng trip]. then, we got back to tin's place. first thing we did? WATCH FULL HOUSE ON DVD!üwhile watching, tin and i went down to grab a bottle of sanmig light. she did not get one for herself [pati si pipai], so i just drank it myself.ü i was so friggin desperate to get drunk, so i asked tin if we could buy gin. she agreed and so we bought two bottles of it [gin grapes ginawa namin]. i know it was kinda cheap and all but i just want to get drunk and forget [bilog ang mundo]. after three shots of pure alcohol and several glasses of gin grapes, i did not know what happened next. i just woke up with my head aching, bruises on my knees and elbows, and a different set of clothes [including my undies!]. tin and pipai told me what happened.
what happened while i was not myself? they took me to the shower [gewang to the max. untog2 and all]. they said i was crying out loud and i started to throw up. tin also threw up, but my case is worse. they already asked help from kuya ramil and friends. there is this certain Michelle, a kabarkada of kuya, who cleaned up the mess i made in the cr [thankies to you]. then, tin and pipai dressed me up. when i woke up, the first thing they said was "WALA KA NG TINATAGO SAMIN. LITERAL". seriously speaking, i cannot remember these stuffs-- the throwing up thing and all.. i really can't remember. argh... good thing i got nice friends with me. THANK YOU TIN AND STEPH.ü
that's it. this has been, i guess, the worst thing that ever happened to me since i started to drink. crap. NOW HOW I CAN I MOVE ON? argh... i don't know... i guess i loved you so much that i still can't believe that hell happened. i just wish you'll be contented now... and happy. me? i don't know. think it'll took a lot of time for me to recover. you know who you are. you know how much i loved you, and you know how long i've waited. i still can't believe that everything just ended up so easily. that's it. good luck in everything you do. don't get yourself hurt. just take care of yourself ok? now why am i saying this?i'm REALLY getting my life away from yours. it is better this way. it will be hard esp. to me, but at least, i won't get in your way. i apologize if i can't keep our friendship. it won't work anyways. i hope you really made the right decision. thank you for coming into my life even just for a while. i've realize that i once told you, "mahalin mo ako... kahit bago ka man lang umalis. kapag umalis ka na, pwede ka ng bumitaw". you did hurt me, that's why i was the one who ended it up. it made me feel bad [the broke up thing], but i believe it was for good. don't worry about me. no need.ü im the great remember? again, i thank thee...for believing in the Magic [it did not last but the magic was good right?] sorry if I was not able to give you everything you wanted. i just want to ask you a favor -- PLEASE BE HAPPY.ü this will be my last favor. that's it. i got no more words to say...
"if the wind closes a door, it will open another..."
Currently listening to:
once in a blue moon
Currently reading:
Faye's text msg
Currently
watching:
none
Currently
feeling:
unknown
mchn screamed at 11:10 PM | 7 comments.
April 7th, 2005
ayos. this has been a busy day for me. har. first, i went to Overlooking at Antipolo [humabol ako kay ate]. i’ve packed my stuffs and all then went there by myself. when i arrived there, i said “wow… this is it”. hehe… i was enjoying the site and ehem… enjoying talking with cute guys [mga kasama ni ate.ü]. i was at the room when my cousin texted me, “tara… eastwood.” then i replied, “sige. ayoko dito. corny na”.
i went home to return my stuffs then went to my tita’s house in pasig with my mom. after, my tito drove us to eastwood. ANG INIT [hapon pa kasi]. we just ate there at Somethin Fishy [bakit dito? E kasi may kasamang matatanda!] then after that, we left already coz tita needs to go to greenpark pasig. [balik sa bahay nina tita].ü
My mom and i decided to go to sta. lucia before going home. we bought something for lica at McDonald’s [pera ko pa ginamit. bwisit]. then after a short stroll, we decided to go home already. *tired tired tired*…
HEY GUYS! guess what? i got a summer job! i’ll be Kirk’s babysitter and tutor starting on monday. hehe… [kina tita rin nagtrabaho. Haha… walang hirap. pakainin pa ako dun]. So i guess, i won’t be able to update this blog everyday ‘cause i’ll be living there for the whole vacation. Har. in short, “WAG NIO AKO HANAPIN SA BAHAY. WALA AKO DUN!” alrighty? now why did i accept this job? har. just to make myself busy. besides, i don’t like kids. it’s not that i hate them, i just don’t like them much. maybe, if i’ll be a babysitter, i could learn to love them through my pamangkin Kirk.
So, til here. adieu!üüü
Currently listening to:
white houses
Currently reading:
no read no write ako
Currently
watching:
full house
Currently
feeling:
tired
April 9th, 2005
April 9th, 2005
new layout
new layout guys... i love it... parang music box noh? balik nnmn ang aking paggiging RPG lover... hehe....
aus...ü
Currently listening to:
Simple and Clean
Currently reading:
the msgs on my fone
Currently
watching:
my blog
Currently
feeling:
*sigh**
mchn screamed at 09:26 PM | 2 comments.
April 11th, 2005
BABY SITTER
guess i won't be able to visit my blog and update it regularly anymore. punta na ako kina tita. doon na ako tira for the whole vacation. i'll be kirk's babysitter [sana lang mgkasundo kami. AYOKO PA NMN SA BATA MCIADO]. maybe i could try to visit this pa naman... kaso i know it will be hard kasi ung pinsan ko e adik sa RAGNAROK. nawa'y makasingit ako.
aun. 1:44 am na ata. kachat ko c ynaj. labo ba? bati na kasi kami e. un.. bati lang. BAKA ANO ISIPIN NIO MGA PANGET.ü
asteeg... oi ah... bisita lang kayo dyan. luv ya all mga tao.üüü
nga pala... promote ko lang blog ng kapatid ko -- si lica: http://www.tabulas.com/~licalica
so, hanggang dito na lang. shT. parang ang hirap nito ah. ang malayo sa aking bahay at.... MALAPIT SA ISANG BATANG MAKULIT?? huhuh..... end of the world na ba? [yak OA]. cge na... paalam. wish me luck na lang.
adieu.ü
Currently listening to:
tawa ko
Currently reading:
"my eyes are blinking.. is this a cursor?!"
Currently
watching:
nothing
Currently
feeling:
TAWANG-TAWA
mchn screamed at 02:08 AM | 2 comments.
April 12th, 2005
i miss you all!
hello guys! i miss you all! hehe... nakisingit lang ako sa pinsan ko. hehe... grabe.. two days pa lang akong baby-sitter ah.. pero mahirap makisama sa isang 3yrold na bata [kahit pamangkin ko pa]. pero aus lng. im enjoying our WRESTLING SESSION.. hehe... cia daw c batista... ako naman john cena. LABO BA?
hehe.... lapit na bday mo tin! hapi advance! [baliktad ata.. yann mo na. katamad mgbackspace..]... labo.ü kita-kita ulet! VISIT LANG KAU HA!
adieu.üüü
Currently listening to:
myself [thmk e]
Currently reading:
others' posts
Currently
watching:
wala nmn
Currently
feeling:
missin sum1 [mud ba un?]
mchn screamed at 11:17 PM | 1 comments.
April 16th, 2005
home sweet home...
heya guys... andito na ako bahay ko. yey... pero balik din ako kna tita sa monday. tomorrow, busy na naman sched ko kht sunday. kasama ang impakto kong ama, punta kame sa fairview. dunno why. then, nagalok pa si papa na swimming daw kami next week. the hell? unang-una, I DUNNO HOW TO SWIM. next, ayoko siya kasama.
anyways, ill make kwento muna about tin's happy bday. naganap siya sa walang kamatayang EASTWOOD CITY. hehe... un. kain kami jack's loft. haha... i ordered meat lasagna and an icedtea in a fishbowl. nyaha. just sharing. hehe. after, we watched FINDING NEVERLAND. and guess what? MEJO MAY NAKAAWAY KAMI DUN NA BADING. kasi pogi ung bading pati ung ka-on nia. so tntngnan namin. after the movie, paalis na kami, when jayson passed in front of the bading, he said "BITCH" with all the landi expression ha. and he was reffering that to JAYSON talaga. funny right?
hehe... then overnight kami ni steph kina tin. langya yan. inubos namin ang oras namin ka2picture at kakakwentuhan. and guess what, ung kwentuhan na un, umabot hanggang 6:30am. hayup noh? 11:30am na kami nagising. ayus ba? kitang-kita namin kung pano lumiwanag ang madilim na langit. ayos.
IBA PA RIN TLGA PAG CLA KASAMA MO. TIN AND STEPH... HAYUP KAYO. LOVE YOU GUYS...ü
Currently listening to:
none
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none
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watching:
none
Currently
feeling:
weird
mchn screamed at 10:07 PM | 1 comments.
April 22nd, 2005
April 24th, 2005
bahay na
“…Cant believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk
right outta my life. After all I put u thru, u still stuck
around and stayed by my side. What really hurt me is I broke
ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right. I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life, girl
Im so lonely…”
- Lonely by Akon
bago kong pinapakinggang kanta ngayon. nice message erh? har. nga pala, asa bahay na ulit ako. wala lang. masaya namang mag-alaga ng 3yrsold na baby. mej bugbog sarado lang. haha… saka nakakamis magnet ng 12am hanggang magsawa. hindi ko na nagagawa kina tita kasi maaaga matulog dun. kasi maaaga din magsigising. hehe… aun… update2 lang.
"Parang atin ang gabi. para bang wala tayong katabi.
at tayo'y sumayaw, na parang hindi na tayo bibitaw..."
- Prom by Sugarfree
Miss you all. hehe… comments naman dyan. ang dadamot nio naman sa komento. cge. Adieu.üüü
Currently listening to:
pRoM by sugarfree
Currently reading:
tabs ng hold on
Currently
watching:
you
Currently
feeling:
sleepy
mchn screamed at 12:20 AM | 1 comments.
April 28th, 2005
pls check.
please do visit:
nice!üüü
Currently listening to:
my fone ringing
Currently reading:
my post
Currently
watching:
news on tv
Currently
feeling:
maayos